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Name: Jessika
Birthday: 11/3/1986
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Monday, June 06, 2005

Wow. it's been a while people. Well, I graduate next week, go me! And it's party time. I went to a party last weekend and got a second hand high. Lol. Actually, I got "high" off of Hooka, which was really good. I didn't drink though, cuz I didnt really know that people at the party except Kellee and I didnt wanna drink with people that I didn't know. Yes, yes, I am a SMART motha fuckah! haha. I'm going again next weekend, hoping that this one guy Jeremy is there. He's GORGEOUS. I LOVE love LOVE his eyes! There a beautiful blue... hehe. Well, I just smoked more hooka and I'm tired. I'm goin' sleepy. mwah! <3333

ALYSSA'S (my sister) BIRTHDAY IS THIS WEEKEND! GO LYSSY!! <3333


Sunday, January 02, 2005

Eh.. New Years' was kinda a bummer... I sat around and called up my friends partying and watched the Twilight Zone marathon as well as my friend Justin who rocks my socks.

I called my ate ibee to wih her a HAPPY NEW YEAR and chatted about how I'm suck a good girl for not drinking, though my daddy offered me a drink.. Haha.. My dad has his days of being awfully cool. .. But I'm a good girl with a tummy ache, so I said no to the drink and just drank some apple cider and chatted up with my Robby, who I got to see yesterday  he makes me so happy. I swear, we can do absolutely NOTHING and just chill, I love that.. We watched Napoleon Dynamite for the 50 thousanth time and laughed our asses off. hehe...

THEN we took turns jammin' on my gee-tar... He's awesome. He will definitely be one of the first people I jam with on my album.. Which I am planning to record this summer. *dances* I'm SOO excited! But nervous at the same time... Wish me luck people and i'll give you a kiss! haha.

Jessika


Friday, December 31, 2004

Happy New Year everyone!

Hope that this year is better for me than this one.... *sigh*

I miss you Lolo! <33

Jess


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

I'm sick of being treated like some guys whore.

I hate that I'm never good enough for something more.

I'm just a pretty face, to show.

It hurts, it really does.

But whatever, fuck it. I'm done with guys, I'm done.


Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Haha.. I took this test on myspace...

A kinky test....

And guess what??

301 to 400

Haha.. A Kinky player, aye? lmfao....

Nice..



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Thursday, December 23, 2004


Currently Playing: The Phantom of the Opera (2004 Movie Soundtrack)
- Wishing you were somehow here again. (lyss's playing it on the piano)
Eh.. Christmas is coming up very fast, maybe a little to fast.

For those of you that don't know, this will be my first Christmas without my lolo. And I never knew how much it was going to hurt until now. I mean, I KNEW that it was going to be hard, for all of us... But not this much... I know that all of us (my family) are feeling a lot of pain and sorrow this time of the year, because my lolo isn't here with us, especially my lola. But I do hope that it gets a little easier. *tears*

Thats all for now. My best wishes to all of you this Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Jessika a.k.a - "Aaron's Jess" *wink* love you sweetie.





Wednesday, December 22, 2004



This Christmas is going to suck it's not even fuckin' funny. I hate that I have to spend a year without my lolo, I hate that none of you on this shet even know what kind of pain it brings and I HATE YOU! Ha, joke only, joke only.... But I will say one thing.. The number one thing that brings joy and happiness in my life (besides my fam)....

Is my sweet Aaron a.k.a. Dj A_rOn  Now, for those of you who know me personally, if ANY of you talk about this to a CERTAIN dj (Wushun) Who just happens to be my cousin, I will hunt you down and kill you... Understand?? *evil grin* Nah, I won't KILL you, persay, but I will be very hurt and pissed off...

He makes me SOO happy, I don't know what to do with myself... But if Wil found out, I wouldn't get to have his babies.  haha jk.. But I would be pissed... Because that would be the end of my happiness and kisses..  hehe, I mean, hang outs with my lover. Hehe... k, I'm gunna go wrap presents that arent for YOU and play with my dildo. hehe

Jessika

MERRY FUCKIN CHRISTMAS YA'LL!!  

P.s.- Does everyone like my Porn Star pic? Hope so. hehe





Tuesday, December 14, 2004


Currently Playing: This Desert Life
- Color Blind

hey people. I haven't really had the chance to update lately for my avid readers. Haha. Riiigggghht! But anywoo, I tried out for a solo in my choir's Christmas performance with a song called "Where are you Christmas?" by Faith Hill.... I was SOO frakin' nervous and like, thurr were 4 or 5 other girls that tried out with the same song.... AND I GOT IT!!! YAY!!! Congrats to me... I felt very good about myself after that.... Can you tell?? I am ALSO very proud that I had the guts to even try out! But like I had said to myself before, 'THIS is your SENIOR year and you BETTER make the most out of it!' So, I decided not to be the little chicken shet that I am and just go for it Anywas, that's all for now folks. Now off to work on my Brit Lit final paper. yuck.

Jessika¢¾





Sunday, December 05, 2004



yo peeps, just got back from Disneyland around 2 a.m. and I am freakin' TIRED NIGGAS! Shet, but it was so much fun I swear... I love my choir and I was stoked to get ot perfom at Disneyland with them.  Although they olny got to stay till 10 and I got to stay till midnight, I still love the bitches and hoes :-p hehe I lurve you guys soooo mucho!! k, that's it for now, i'm gunna go take a nap. latez.

J.





Saturday, November 20, 2004



IT'S SNOWING!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!! SOMEBODY COME PLAY IN THE SNOW!! I'll play in it naked if you want!!!! seoigneakjnsdgvkjnwsdkgxnv..... haha




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